I need to express how I feel, this is the place to start I suppose. Comments are welcome, trash will be deleted because I no longer want garbage in my life.
I'm learning to turn over a new leaf, talking myself through things, remembering the positive and trying to push aside the negative. I want to be a positive and happy influnce for my son, so talking it out is the way to go.
It's been a long time since I've written anything. I'm just glad to be doing it because at one point in my life it was all I ever did. Now I'm lucky if I even read, even though that's something I dearly love too. I have moved so far from who I used to be when I enjoyed life. I want to enjoy life again and not be cursing to have it leave me alone.
I fear a lot of the time that no one understands me. I'm sure most people feel that way. I guess that's why I keep a lot to myself and that's why I NEED to write these things down, perhaps I can find someone who understands? Or maybe I'll just feel better. Who knows. I'll have to see where this thing goes. I have a personal goal to write in this blog 3 times a week... more is great, but less is not where I want to be. If I do go with less I'll have to pick myself and try again.
So this is me, this is my journey and that's how I roll ;)
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